Lot on my mind today….kinda running through the gamut of emotions a bit. Started off depressed and not wanting to do a lot….not wanting to eat much (really been eating poorly in general lately, like a meal a day most days mixed with sweets, and if I did eat more a lot of junk food. yesterday was the first time I really ate two fairly decent meals and even then the 2nd one wasn’t huge), still kinda fighting those feelings but now that’s sorta tempered with a different feeling….
I’ll keep it short for now but needless to say if I act on it….it will bring about the biggest change of my life….one that I’m more than ready for I think, but simultaneously scares the ever loving shit out of me as well. Stay tuned…..may well be taking a huge leap of faith in the near future.