So….where to start? I’ve never done this before..so this is entirely new for me to make myself this vulnerable. I’ve been considering doing this for a while…..after a woman I know on Twitter who goes by the name of Sarah Blake (thank you for the inspiration 🙂 ) started blogging and vlogging about her experiences in healing from abuse when she was a kid…(you can check that out here http://abusesurvivorblog.com/ and also on her youtube channel if you so choose here: https://www.youtube.com/user/sarahblakeinc), but kinda hesitated for a while….until today. I feel it’s time…..
Allow me to introduce myself. My name is Adam. As the name of this page states, this is a blog about my journey to self healing….healing that is much needed. I am 27 years old, and live just outside of Detroit, Michigan with my mother and grandmother. I have been here all my life and frankly, I need a change, and need one badly.
Everything in my life right now is way out of whack….from sexual energy and how I release that energy….to relationships…(some of this intersects with sex), to diet, to finances….and well just about everything in between. I’ll write more as I go surely. I really cannot keep living this way….it is killing me from the inside out. I am hoping this blog will help me as I go along trying to fix everything that is and has been my life…that getting it out, keeping a diary of everything that is happening within me as it happens will help me to keep going even when I don’t want to, and keep me accountable somewhere when I am struggling.
This is one of the hardest things I’ve perhaps ever done in my life…I’ve myspaced before….facebooked, twittered..put bits and pieces of me out there for people to see, including some of the dark times….but nothing quite as public as this blog….I am really self conscious about myself as those who know me well enough know….so please bear with me and be patient with me as I write here. I don’t know how often I’ll write or to what lengths, but….I hope to use this as the catapult to the beginning of the rest of my life.
Thanks in advance to all who choose to go on this journey with me….here goes nothing.